Fat Mommy to Fit Mommy

In case you're wondering - I've fallen off the wagon. Sort of. I am meeting with my new trainer tomorrow, and after some really stressful days (not eating enough because there just weren't enough healthy choices in the house, resulting in me feeling really crappy and low-energy), I have decided to give myself a break for a few days (Sunday, yesterday and today) and stop logging my food, stop worrying about it, stop killing myself trying to find time to work out.

Tomorrow is another day... and hopefully I'll be able to summon up enough enthusiasm to start this again with a fresh sense of purpose and determination.

Yesterday was a dark day - the scorching heat had lots to do with that I'm sure. I kept thinking to myself "why are you taking this on now? with all these kids to watch, a career change in the making...it's TOO MUCH". Today I'm feeling slightly better about it all.

Just gotta take it one day at a time.

All right, I'll update this tomorrow after I meet my new trainer "B".

But Dammit, I'm having McDonalds for lunch today.