Fat Mommy to Fit Mommy

Ok, I did it, I emailed L and asked for a change in trainers. I have just spent too much money on this to be half-satisfied! I hesitated to do it because (contrary to popular belief) I hate to hurt someone's feelings, and there is a part of me as well that believes that it's up to me to make the best of a situation. Also that maybe I should have told her more clearly what I wanted and what was/wasn't working. However, the fact that I felt unable to tell her is partially why I feel I needed to change.

I feel SO guilty. Sheesh. Hello, guilt complex.

We shall see, waiting for an email back.